Archive for February, 2009

28
Feb
09

Longer recess week…

I need longer recess week.

302 not yet studied, I’ve yet to come up with my presentation topic for translation, and I haven’t done my translation homework.

This is the first time in history that I actually have things to be done during recess week.

But anyway, I’m feeling better because I’ve just completed my creative writing :D

(I’m secretly proud of myself for fulfilling all the 4 requirements =x lol..)

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Sometimes I can feel so indifferent about everything till the extend that it scares myself.

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To my darling MT: the history is gonna repeat itself again.

We’ll be celebrating your birthday late and we haven’t got you your pressy.

Please be more patient with us k? XDD

<33

27
Feb
09

28 days

Why are there only 28 days in February?

1st March feels so far away la.. But it’s only 2 days away from me.

I still have no idea on how to start writing on my HC312.

一个错乱的人物
一段可玩味的对话
一幕毫不寻常的场景
一种久久散不去的情绪

Super 玄 lor.. and I need to get something out by tonight, if not I’m as good as dead tomorrow.

I shall leave all the 子s alone for tonight and leave it till I complete my creative writing T_T

Why is recess week ending so fast :(

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Anyway, had lunch at JP swensens’ today.

refill bottle

And they had this little jar of plain water for us to refill our own cups.

Such a good concept. It can save us and the waitresses sometime when asking for refill :D

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Jagabee

My sis got me Jagabee! I’ve never eaten them before. Time to try it out later.

Muahahahaa~

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I think my habit of blogging whenever I had something else to do is going to stay here for good.

Enough of slacking.. Time to get back to work T___T


26
Feb
09

Time Flies…

…when we are not focus

I’m at my last 30mins of my Thursday, and I still have so much things left undone for my recess week.

>.>

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昏暗的街,我融化在影子中。

薄薄的鞋底让我感受到地上的每个窟窿。

空气中重重的湿气迫不及待地钻进鼻腔之中。

冷冷的风,轻轻地刮着。手臂的温度急速下降。

头发在锁骨上摇着她们的小脚,告诉我她们现在的成长过程。

朦胧的街灯笼罩着我,一切看似梦幻。

晚上步行回家的感觉,真好。

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p/s 我跟AY的处境也是半斤八两啊。我也是死定了……

孔子有读没有懂,荀子、孟子的东西还没有动到。

T_______T

还好上个星期与庄子混得还不错,墨子的东西至少读得懂,不然应该会死到更难看。

明天就要与孔、孟、荀继续抗战了。

唉……

25
Feb
09

Human Language only please

I hate all the 子s.. They are making my life so damn horrible right now. Because they doesn’t speak in human language.

Okie, I’m just not up to the alien’s level to understand them (even after reading the 白话文 of the original text).

And here comes blogging again, when I’m so reluctant to study.

photo412

And I’m only 1/3 through 孔子,I still got 孟子,墨子,荀子 to go.

I  should be glad that I did 庄子 for the presentation, at least that’s one less 子 for me to study.

T___T

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leggies

Went out this afternoon to meet my sticky for lunch.

My leggies are like 3 shades fairer than my arms lor… I want fair fair arms also!! >.>

little J and the mom

Went over to my erjie’s house after lunching.

My little J is growing up so fast!

Little J

Awwwwww~ My little J is soooooo cute~

I’m a proud aunt :D

Muahahahahaaa..

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Ok……….. Got to go back to all the 子 again..

It’s not as if I got a choice anyway..

>.<

I need more 同学爱!!

25
Feb
09

vicious cycle

The vicious cycle of reports/presentations/exams are here again.

Just finished my 302 presentation yesterday, and my mid-term test is coming next week.

I need to get myself in the studying mood again.

24 Feb: HC302 庄子 presentation

1 Mar: HC312 assignment (The requirements for this is so 玄 until I have no idea how to go about doing it :( )

3 Mar: HC302 mid-term test (I have not started on it yet)

9 Mar: HC412 Presentation (I’m still at the 3rd chapter of my 《老残游记》. There’s 20 chapters in all)

19 Mar: HC363 Group Presentation

24 Mar: HC302 report (I have no freaking idea what to do for it yet)

2 Apr: HC363 Personal Presentation

14 Apr – 30 Apr: Exams

There are things to be added in to this list. I still got a few more presentations and reports which I’m not sure of the due date yet.

Haizzzz….

23
Feb
09

我想起……

本周书写主题:惦念/身体,玛莎·葛莱姆(Martha Graham)说的,身体述说了文字无法述说的。用文字述说身体,算是遗憾的补充,也是蛊惑的加倍。无需费力架构叙事,身体就是一切迷人的线索,用400-600字去完成一个惦念着的身体,或者一个让读者惦念的身体。

我记得,你的手因工作而粗糙,很大、很厚,手指修长,指甲也很漂亮,不像我的,小小一片粘在手指头上,怎么看都是小朋友的指甲。

我记得, 我喜欢牵着你的手的感觉,因为你的手比我的大上了许多,牵起来很有安全感。我喜欢你用手摸着我的脸,你粗粗的指腹总是轻轻地划过我的脸,象怕会刮伤我一 样。我喜欢用我容易发冷的双手抓着你,听着你嘴里不停地碎碎念,双手却温柔地帮我取暖。我喜欢你用双手从身后环着我,让我完全地陷在你的怀抱,然后你会用 下巴顶在我的头上,告诉我你一天所发生的事情。我喜欢你用你大大的手揉着我的头发,像个溺爱女儿的爸爸、疼爱妹妹的哥哥、爱着爱人的爱人。我喜欢看你开车 时的模样,你右手握着方向盘,左手闲闲地靠在手垫上。我最喜欢乘着这个时候偷偷将自己的手塞到你的手中,你的表情不变,好像不曾察觉有任何的不同,可是你 的手却会紧紧握着我的手。

我记得的还好多好多。我记得我特别喜欢你的手。闭上眼,脸上依旧感觉得到你手指的触感,身上似乎能闻到属于你的气息,双手仍然残留着你的温暖。

只不过,现在只剩下记忆。

手消失了。你消失了。

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老大略嫌写得有点浅,但是这段记忆太过于宝贵,我不愿再挖出更私密的记忆与别人分享。

对你的拥有已经不多,这次就让我自私一些,其他关于你的事,让我自己好好地收藏着吧。

好久不曾写有关你的字,也不知道你是否有在想念着。不管怎样,这段文字,属于你。

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这个星期的题目引出了很多很劲暴的题目。有兴趣的话就到我们 312的blog 去读吧。

我是没读完全部啦,但在我们班就劲暴的就非她莫属了(Click here only if you’re above 18.. or maybe I should make it above 21 :P )。

enjoy~

22
Feb
09

心理测验

Saw this from AY’s blog.

It’s quite long, but I think it’s quite accurate as well.

九型人格分析
第五型 智慧型、觀察者、思想型、理性分析者、思考型

16%
第六型 忠誠型、忠誠型、尋找安全者、謹慎型

15%
第一型 完美主義者、完美型、改革者、改進型、秩序大使

12%
第三型 成就者、事業型、成就型、實踐型

12%
第九型 和平型、和平者、和諧型、維持和諧者

11%
第八型 領袖型、能力型、挑戰者、保護者、權威型

10%
第四型 藝術型、浪漫者、自我型、憑感覺者

9%
第二型 助人者、全愛型、助人型、成就他人者、博愛型

8%
第七型 快樂主義型、豐富型、活躍型、創造可能者、享樂型

8%

第五型(16%): 你是一個很冷靜的人,總想跟身邊的人和事保持一段距離,也不會讓情緒失控。很多時,你都會先做旁觀者,之後才投入參與。另外,你也需要充分的私人空間和高度的私隱,否則你會覺得焦慮不安。你很有機會成為專家,例如電腦、漫畫、時裝,因為你對知識是非常熱愛的。
主要特徵:

* 保持不被涉及的狀態;感到威脅時,第一道防線是撤退或者繫緊安全帶。
* 害怕用心去感覺。
* 過度強調自我控制。把注意力從感覺上挪開。「戲劇是給那些普通人看的。」
* 情感延遲。在他人面前控制感覺,等到自己一個人的時候,才表露情感。
* 把生活劃分成不同的區域。把不同的事情放在不同的盒子裡,給每個盒子一個時間限制。
* 希望能夠預測到將要發生的事情。
* 對那些解釋人類行為的特殊知識和分析系統感興趣。希望找到一張解釋情感的地圖。
* 分不清精神上的不依賴和拒絕痛苦的感情封閉,是沒有悟道的佛。
* 喜歡從一個旁觀者的角度來關注自己和自己的生活,讓自己的觀點不受情感偏見的影響。

19
Feb
09

Random Facts

Had been seeing quite a lot of people posting some random facts for themselves, I shall join in the fun as well :D

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50 random facts

1. I love my chinese surname – 池

2. I have super low tolerance towards lateness. 3omins is my maximum. Any more than that will get me in a very very bad mood.

3. I used to hate pink. Now I’m loving PINK gadgets. My pink DS lite, pink thumbdrive. Next up on wanted list is gonna be a pink camera!!

4. Most of my clothes are Black, White and Grey in colour. I think I somehow looked weird in colourful clothes.

5. I used to be able to wear super short shorts and skirts, now I can’t leave the house with minis without wearing stockings.

6. I can wake up at 530am and still look presentable for school.

7. I never like 周星驰 shows, and any shows along that line.

8. I love to donate blood. I love to see the needle poking in my vein.

9. I haven’t appear in public with specs in a very long time. I sworn by contacts lens (even if i did not sleep for the whole night).

10. I love long hair, but I think short hair looks good on me too.

11. Basically, I don’t like kids, but I love my niece and nephews dearly.

12. I’m a very difficult person to deal with, even though my looks may suggest otherwise.

13. I can finally understand what’s the real meaning of “Single but not available/It’s complicate”. It’s complicate for me now.

14. I hate confrontations/quarrels.

15. I love my mom’s cooking.

16. I’m a hardcore casual gamer. Talk about irony. I could not understand why some people take gaming more important than REAL people around them.

17. I always bath late.

18. My mom said that I eat lesser than my 6 year old nephew -.-

19. I’ve got so much masks at home that I don’t know which to put for the night.

20. I keep most things to myself. You don’t want any people to leak your dark secrets, do you?

21. I have a high wall of self defense. It’s difficult to break into my world.

22. I love walking home at night. It gives me a moment of my own.

23. I hate to be alone. But I love to be alone.

24. I love holding his hands and I misses his smell and his touch. I still do.

25. My shoulders ached very easily.

26. I can get bruises from the slightest knock.

27. I hate explaining myself to the others.

28. I get red easily. No matter if it’s nervousness, shyness, anger or just the weather.

29. I had very little friends. But those I have, I sworn by them.

30. I don’t watch TV.

31. I cannot stand talking to brainless people.

32. I don’t use facebook. (And apparently, it made me very “out” right now -.-|||)

33. My lappy is 3 years old, and it starts to hang when it got overheat when I game T_T

34. I love the smoky smell in the air whenever there’s a fire somewhere.

35. The pillow and bolster that I hugged to sleep is as old as I am.

36. I’m not exactly in a good mood these few days.

37. I seldom cry in front of other people.

38. I’ve not been having a good night sleep for a long while. I’m dreaming almost every night, and I cried myself awake on some random days. However, I could not remember what got me so upset the moment I woke up.

39. I don’t usually forgive and forget. I usually skipped to the forget part without forgiving.

40. I do talk behind people’s back.

41. I mind what people thought of me too much.

42. I’m always over-think/over-worrying things too much.

43. I’m pessimistic. I do not like to get my hopes high on anything.

44. I’m stubborn. Way too stubborn for my own good.

45. I love pretty things (in my personal and definitely bias opinion).

46. I love meow meow more than woof woof.

47. I did lots of online shopping. I need to control my spending habits.

48. I tend to like older guys. I think I have some kind of 恋父情结。

49. I like the feeling of knowing that there’s someone I could depend on, even though little could give me this feeling.

50. I didn’t know that I have so much to write for this random facts thingy. Maybe this can help in getting to know me a bit better. (Since someone did comment that I’m acting mysterious -.- .. and I’m not).

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*refer to #17: It’s 1.25am. Time to bath.

17
Feb
09

sleeeepy

I’ve been feeling sleepy for the whole of today.

*Yawn*

Anyway, I finally received my Valentine’s Day present from my dearest Miss Lok.

Love from Ms Lok

<33

Anyway, here’s my dinner for tonight.

dinner

My mom cooked my favourite pork chop. Muahahahaaa.

Nothing is better than the love from mom :D

15
Feb
09

环游世界

我喜欢…

本周主题:恋物/文案,一言蔽之曰广告。不要老王卖瓜的吹嘘,或者巨细靡遗的介绍,在这个对资讯麻木对销售质疑对喧嚣反感的年代,消费欲望更加需要文字的挑逗,风吹草低,才见牛羊。  卖的可以是一个物品、一家商店、一种服务、一张专辑……,存在或者不存在,见得光或者见不得光,高级或者低俗……

环游世界

你选了个靠窗的位子坐下。早晨温暖的阳光洒在你身上,包裹着你。你举起手,点了你最爱的热可可。

你 喜欢环游世界,因为各国各地都有自己独特的风味。你到过维也纳,优雅的音乐之乡令你深深着迷。你爬过富士山,站在富士山的最高处,你觉得世界变得渺小,你 离月亮更近了。你也曾在世界的某个角落,与你心爱的人一起躺在柔软的草坪,布满星星的夜空成为了你们的被,暖风在你们的耳旁呢喃着一些只有你们才懂的语 言。

是的,你喜欢环游世界。你还到过木叶忍者村,与佐助一行人一起想破头,为了就是想看看卡卡西的庐山真面目。你还会化身成美少女战士, 代替月亮惩罚敌人;有时又会变成拥有义肢的炼金术士,为了找回自己的手脚和弟弟的躯体而不断地努力;若打斗打累了,你就会乘着拓海家中的86豆腐车,让他 带你去兜风,顺便享受一下飘移的快感。

抬起头,窗外的月光明媚,身体陷在豆豆袋中的你,左边是伸手可触的小圆桌,桌上放着热可可以及小饼干,右边则是放着你的冒险经历。你沉浸在书中的幻想世界。

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I think I need to make it clear that I’m selling the concept of rental books cafe.

Cos my dearest sum sum thought I’m selling 热可可. Lol.

Click here for more entries. They are quite interesting as well :D

15
Feb
09

Happy (Belated) Valentine’s Day!

I spent my Valentine’s Day over at MT house.. Doing our 庄子 presentation.on bus

book and papersss

bored

We’ve got a little bit bored, and the photo-taking starts :D

D

And here’s my valentine’s day pressy from my dearest sumsum.

Ms Lok, where’s yours? I’m still waiting =xx

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And I just realised that my AY actually likes 庄子.

I’m going to try harder to befriend him today as well.

*YAWN*

13
Feb
09

无缘

我都说了,我跟所有的 “史” 都无缘。思想史也不例外。

才读了庄子 《内篇齐物论第二》 的第一面,我已经想去找我可爱的周公会一会面,顺便联络一下感情。

*振作一点*

Anyway, I went out to with my girls yesterday night, and got the 2 of them little gifts for Valentines’ Day :D

notebooks

My dearest sumsum doesn’t like useless things. So I got the both of them a notebook instead :D

Happy Valentines!

11
Feb
09

墙中画

我看到……

《墙中画》
墙�画

经过樟宜海边,看到这堵墙,忍不住拿起相机。

原本毫不相干的许许多多的砖头,因为水泥的关系,永远被连接在一起。这堵墙其实更长,当时烈日高挂,光从洞口渗了进来,印在地上。原本毫不相干的许许多多的四方形的光,因为洞口的关系,诞生了一条走道。

伸出手,抚摸不带修饰的红砖墙,水泥赤裸裸地展现,纤细的裂缝悄悄透露了年纪。比起那些到处可见,平滑和色彩鲜艳的灰墙,这堵墙没有穿上外衣,其实更美。在阳光的曝晒之下,触感温暖,砖头的裂缝虽然有点刺手,其实却更显人性。

踮起脚,把脸贴近,从其中一个洞口望出去,刺眼的光模糊了对岸的视线,像海市蜃楼,似有若无,如此的不真实。光与影子也像是不真实的亲密朋友(或者是摆脱不了彼此的冤家?)。光的出现,制造了阴暗的隧道,又或者说,因为有影子,才更能凸显光的明亮。

眯着眼,看到美丽但局促的海岸线,再放远,仍然看不到全景,可是这堵墙和这些洞口,也是一种美。

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p/s Targa, only when I tagged a post to be HC312, then it’s my work for creative writing. Other than that, it’s not k :P
10
Feb
09

这个情人节不孤单

Because 2 of my favourite girls are going to spend their V-day with me…… Preparing for HC302 庄子 presentation during recess week T___T

School work are catching up already. Soon to come are mid-term-test, presentations and reports.

NOOOOOOOO!

Didn’t I just passed the stage of presentations-reports-presentations-reports-presentations-and-more-reports?!

Argh..

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I wasn’t feeling too well today. Had a slight headache in the afternoon, and it became worst as time passed by.

I just had Mos Burger corn soup for dinner, and I’m still feeling damn bloated right now.

I think I need sleep, but I hasn’t completed laoda homework. Serve me right for doing it so late minute again.

:(

09
Feb
09

Geeks Outing

8 Feb 09

Marked my first geeks guild outing.

geeks!

The standard group photo.

Everything was good, maybe except that the topic was too WOW related….

Could do this outing more often, minus the frequency of wow(gaming)-related-topics =x

I mean, come on~ We’re finally out of the house and away from the computer. We could do better than gaming again outside right :P

Anyway, we went to watch Underworld at The Cathay in the evening.

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And random photo taking while waiting for the show to start.

I’ve decided to give this post another abrupt ending by showing you me and my sticky’s big face.

Muahahaha.

<33

stickyy

06
Feb
09

PP shopping at PP

Went Parkway Parade with sis this evening.. and did some shopping again =x

loooots!

Suspender shorts from m)phosis. It’s only SGD$12.55 after 70% off.

Muahahahahahahahaaa.. I is a happie girl.

Bought Hakubi White C and Meiji Strawberry Meltykiss from Watson :D

Good evening spent :D

05
Feb
09

Lazy Bug

I’ve been feeling extremely lazy lately, thus the lack of post.

30th Jan, Friday.

久违了的午餐

My long awaited lunch. Ajisen at Bugis. And I’m having my favourite crayfish ramen again! :D

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food in class

My dearest summer keep bringing these new year goodies to school! Very useful to keep myself awake in lecture =x

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grass

实在是太久没有下雨了。原本翠绿的草现在都枯黄了。

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omg.. I’m having some serious inspiration block. I can’t even write a decent blog entry T_T

Must be using too much of it during my Creative Writing class =x

Lol.. Here’s the enteries that I’ve wrote for the past few weeks.

*以下全是老大的修改后的作品。

Week 1: 写一封信

亲爱的珊:

还好吧?

人真的是矛盾的。当你在的时候,整天都跟你有小争执。我想睡觉,你却还在用电脑,开着灯,我怎么睡 啊?!还有,我要做功课的时候你有偏偏要看戏,还要将声量调大。有时还真的会不爽到极点!但是,我可能真的是把你对我的好当成了理所当然。在朋友群的我, 脾气并不会如此的爆燥,不知道为什么到了家,对你却总是少 了那包容与理解。

现在回到了家,迎接我的只有黑暗并且冰冷的房间。在网上看到 一则有趣的消息想与你分享时,开口说了几个字,突然才察觉你并不在我身边,其余的字,只好全部吞回肚子里。平时吵着没位的桌子,现在空了。现在的我想几点 睡就几点睡,想做什么就做什么。我应该过着更加快活的日子。但是,好空。整个房间少了你,好空。少了你帮忙呼吸着身旁的空气,空气突然变得好重。少了你的 声音,好安静。想找个人陪我斗斗嘴都找不到人,好空虚。

不知道为什么,泪水会一直流一直流。我有这么想你吗?怎么我自己都不知道?

的确,人是矛盾的。你不在了,才发现你的存在。

你好吗?在一个人生地不熟的地方,一切要小心。记得要准时吃饭。记得要多喝水。记得要有事没事就想一想你唯一的宝贝妹妹。

赶快回来…… 好吗?

老妹

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Week 2: 童年

《牙齿糖》

从小就胆小,在学校不调皮,在外头也不闹事,没什么大起大落,大是大非,记忆也就相对单薄。我依稀可以记得,我喜欢用我那短短的腿,骑着小小的三轮车在家中溜达。我恍惚可以想起,我的大姐二姐最喜欢把我打扮成一个洋娃娃。

我的童年记忆模糊,就是那么平平淡淡,但是我的牙齿还在怀念着一种滋味。

那时还很小,每天傍晚总是欢喜等着老爸放工回家。老爸一定会抱起我,亲我的脸颊,然后带着我下楼,到7-11去买一份报纸。我都不肯空手离开,吵着老爸要买糖果。那是一种假牙形状的软糖,不知道叫什么名字,应该就是“牙齿糖”了吧。

我 会将软糖放在两排小小的牙齿前, 大口大口的咀嚼后合起双唇,牵着爸爸的手上楼。回家后我就冲到妈妈面前,骄傲的张开嘴巴咧出变样的牙齿,比划着要妈妈看。 妈妈总会扁嘴说,吃了假牙糖以后就会戴假牙,然后嘴角微微上扬。有时候,可能是我的表情太蠢了,在假牙糖慢慢融化的甜腻中,妈妈和爸爸在一旁,都会被逗得 哈哈大笑。

牙齿还在怀念着的一种滋味,应该就是童年的幸福吧。

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Week 3:  暗恋/告白/热恋/分手

《恋鞋

橱窗里一只买不起的高跟鞋,每天看着它,默默。

存够钱走进鞋店,兴奋却也不安,是否有人抢先一步,怕。

开心地穿上新鞋出门,但是走着走着,皮磨破了,痛。

回到家将鞋踢到一旁,脚重获自由,解脱。

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02
Feb
09

Project C

C for Cutting.

I’m in the mood of cutting my clothes again.

Project C - Before

Here’s a photo before I cut my jeans..

Project C - After

And here’s the end products.

2 of it were mine, the other 2 was sis :D

shorts

With the shorts on me :D

I think I did a reasonably good job on cutting.

Even though my hands were aching like mad after that (which is exactly why I only cut 2 out of the 3 jeans I’ve took out).

“New” clothes!

And my sis was happy as well. Muahahahaa~

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Anyway, I was planning to get my translation homework done before I started on my Project C =x

SO MANY HOMEWORK.

*ROAR*

Time to sleep and wake up earlier tomorrow to get them done.

And I’m still out of ideas for my Creative Writing..

>.>




Tweets!

  • 头好大……我估计,我只有两天的时间把我的第二章给变出来。救命啊~ 4 hours ago
  • @joyous_daz Haha! I know ur chicken backside is cute! I like ma :D 7 hours ago
  • @joyous_daz And she sound sooooo gentle to me! I'm gonna add lots of oil and come out with another chapter to give her! 7 hours ago
  • @joyous_daz I just checked email. Kwan replied me! She's in England now, and doesn't have internet connection :X 7 hours ago
  • I love how @joyous_daz always use her "chicken backside". LOL. 7 hours ago

 

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