Just-Can’t-Sleep-Early-Syndrome

I was tired from the 1st day of event. But right now, I can actually sleep like 2 hours ago, but I’m still awake and typing away.

And I can claim one day off for tomorrow, which means I don’t need to wake up at 730am! Woots!

Events is really not an easy job. The further I go into my 1st big scale event planning, the more things I realised that I have no idea about. But at least I have Candy guiding me along the way. These 3 months of part-timing is going to be a fruitful one

Anyway, I’m hungry. Never had dinner tonight

Who asked someone who called me to complaint that he’s emo was not willing to accompany me for dinner

Random thoughts are flowing in my mind right now, but I think sleeping right now is more important..

选择

生命中很多事情都是自己的选择。

就好像每次我知道我需要参加 Freshman Orientation 的时候，我已经把自己的心态调至 “我一定不会喜欢”。因此，我从来都不喜欢 Freshman Orientation。

你能选择快乐。你也能选择看什么事都不顺眼。

你能选择自己在一个事件中的态度。在一群朋友之中，你可以选择将自己的不满明显地表达出来，并把整个气氛搞得尴尬；你亦然能选择压抑自己心中的不满，为的就是不要把气氛弄僵。前者与后者没有对错，两者间存在的关系只有一种 – 选择。

若事情不严重，我的选择是后者。

但是，若是中学时期的我，选择的应该是前者吧。年少清狂。脾气倔强到一个不行。不喜欢就是不喜欢，没有一个中间地带。其实到了现在，倔强的脾气仍然没有改善，只不过，现在至少会看开一些，阿Q一些。

每个人的死穴都不同。有一些事情会让一些人特别容易感到不爽，我一开始也有很多条线是别人最好不要踏过的。但是，年龄大了一点，就学着如何阿Q一些，努力将这些死穴减到最低，日子会快乐很多。

地球不会为了自己而转。世界不会只有自己一个人。自己会有坏心情，别人同样也会有坏心情。自己不喜欢当别人的出气桶，别人也一样。己所不欲，勿施于人。这句话是有它道理的存在。

记住，自己永远不会是 “最惨” 的那一位。

知足会常乐。

珮·幸福的小女孩

我是幸福的。

在家，有爸妈、有姐姐疼爱。

在做工的地方也有Candy等人把我当小妹般地照顾着。

在大学，有神、有man man、有Elvin等人宠着。不仅如此，还交到了一整群的好朋友 MT, WX, PT, XX, alien, BS, HB 等等。他们都一直在身边。虽然不常碰面，但是认识很久的 sandra 和 bing en 也都是不可缺少的人物。

是的，我是幸福的。

真的很谢谢你们

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Just attended a friend’s grandfather wake. It had reminded me of what happened when I was still in JC1.

知足，真的容易常乐。不要想别人有什么你没有，重要的是，你有什么别人没有的。

学会如何珍惜身边的人事物，不要等到消失了才来觉得遗憾。

累

累，真的很累。今天只不过是一个小活动的第一天，而我已感觉两条手很酸，肩膀很痛，眼睛很干，不时的昏眩感，不论空腹或吃饱时想作呕的感觉。

我知道，我的身体已经在抗议了。抗议我不给他们足够的休息时间。好啦，我知道了啦，不要再熬夜看youtube或是玩游戏了。

但是，累归累，我仍然十分庆幸我能有这个“累”的机会。别人想要这么累也不是件容易的事！

呵呵。我实在是好阿Q啊！

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Man man 明天就要飞到中国去旅游了。我已经能想象得到你会有多享受你的旅程。祝一路顺风！要小心哦

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I laughed until I almost fell off from my chair when I read this. My dearest translation kakis, this is something that you MUST read

Pictures overload Part2

It’s gonna be a post filled with pictures again~ Wheee

Finally got the god to join us for our outing today! The exam study clique is back in action!

We went for dinner at Sakae.. But the food is not good enough for me to take pictures of what we ate. Anyway, as usual, after dinner, it’s photo-taking session!

It’s full moon just besides the Singapore Flyer. Pretty!

We went to Esplanade.. And cam-whoring starts from there!

Me and PT were playing with man man’s cap

Can’t see my face!

I like this picture

BS with us!

Random shot

BS in action!

Me like this pic too! The bo-chap bs, buay song pt and dunno-how-to-describe man man =x

We then attempt to take a group picture… Take 1. Failed. BS got cut off.

Take 2! Not bad. Let’s try again.

Take 3! Too squeezy =.=

Take 4! BS bully me! Lol. Alright, whatever. We spent quite some time taking all these group pictures. It’s actually quite difficult to find the angle whereby it can fit everyone in =x

Group photo taken from another angle. Hoho

Some arty shot done by the-one-not-seen-in-picture

The men.. With their feet straight in my face.

With hb, who looks like he’s falling asleep anytime soon.

I <3 this angle. The clouds looked so perfect

Me and PT were suppose to 上演深情对望的戏码, but then 笑场 la.. so…

With BS. Lol. This pic is so cute

I shall end the post abruptly with our shoes.. I’m feeling too sleepy to write anything more.

I enjoyed myself today. I guess we won’t be meeting up again so soon right?

But you all should know that I still love you guys lots even we are not meeting up as often

*hugs*

Thanks for the wonderful night out

Personality Test

Came across this on Elvin’s latest post, I would say that it’s very accurate for me. Click here for the test and below are my results.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm~

Something to think about =x

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Alrighty, it’s 1234am and I’ve not bath yet. Let me go pom pom then I’ll upload the photos for today outing with the same group of peeps

Happy Vesak Day!

Wheeeeeee~ I <3 public holidays No need to work! Muahahahahahaha.

Watch Accuracy of Death with sansan today. My god. 金城武 is really 帅 until cannot 帅 anymore liao lor. *slurp* It’s a must watch movie

Random buys of the day. Starting from the left,

Hoyu natural black hair dye. I dyed my hair black around 3 months ago. And it’s turning brown again must put for longer time today.

Pantene conditioner.

Loreal True Match concealer. I seriously need it. My dark eye circles are getting from bad to worse

And finally, Philips salon shine hairdryer! Yea! I got my first ever hair dryer! Wheeeeeee~

I went to erjie house after that.

Cute cookie she just look like a mat when she lay down on the floor like this, always have the urge to step on her =x muahahhahahaha

Poor Sliver got her fur shaved off due to her menses Her leggies looked stick thin without the fur.

Miss the doggies, it’s been a while since I last went to visit them *hug doggies*

Sansan’s latest pet. All named after me =.=

But these cactus are really cute la

Anime

Higurashi no Naku Koro ni and Higurashi no Naku Koro ni Kai

It’s a very dark, yet interesting anime. Worth the watch.

Pictures overload

Went out with the same group of people.. Yes, I know, again. Lol. But I really do love being around with them <3

Went to watch Fresh Air at The Picture House, and while waiting for PT to collect the tix, below was what I saw..

Kissing fish! Or rather, Kissing-Fish-wannabe. Hahahahaha. They are super passionate about each other okie! So sweet lor

Me and PT with the popcorn! The packaging is cute

As usual, after the movie, we went to another location for more photos taking!

The men. And thanks man man for helping me to carry my bag. My shoulders hurt from the weight of it

Our designation for the night! Outside Giraffe~

The view is superb. Look at this. I love the reflection.

Random shot

XX and PT. They ALWAYS look so cute together <3 <3

The men are trying out something funny =x

I like this shot also. The focus was supposed to be on PT, but it turn out that cl was the only clear thing/human in the picture. Hoho.

PT, man man and XX

I love this shot as well!

CL’s idea. Quite cute eh and our legs looked slim. GOOD!

*Muacks* <3

erm, marcus won’t kill me even if he saw all these photos right? =x

Our belongings that represented us for the day!

Favourite shot of the night! Hahahahahahaa. Funny

And I realised that I love to do this sort of thing =x

Below are the proof from 2007 Korea trip

And another

Hahahahha. Oh well~ It’s fun

Okie! Back to the topic I really love this group of people so much. I feel so fortunate just by knowing that u all are around <3

**Edit**
Sorry for the blur pics. Man man says that my camera’s 特点 is it’s 朦胧美… Hmmmm..

movie trip!

Watch this with Elvin today. It’s an entertaining one

He insisted on watching this at Downtown East Cathay, and I had a hard time finding that place. I couldn’t believe that I need 1++ hour to get from Paya Lebar to Downtown East =.=

Anyway, that poor boy just plucked out 2 of his wisdom tooth a few days back, get well soon k! I enjoyed myself tonight. Thanks for everything!

Loves

Met up with my loves today (again) hb got was late due to work, me, pt and alien went to have our dinner at subway.

It’s quite empty. Nice place to chit chat (aka gossip) =x

Cheese Steak. Erm, quite okie la.. Just that the ratio of beef to veggie is like 3:7

Our dearest hb finally arrived. And we moved on to 爱琴海 民歌餐厅

My honey milk tea! Nice The hand you are seeing in the background belongs to PT

PT and CL~

With man man

Random shot by PT. Quite cute eh

We left at around 1030pm. This is the 1st time I ever stepped into a 民歌餐厅. The atmosphere is not bad wor. I like

Told ya toilet is a good place to cam-whore =x

强吻-ing

And again!! muahahahahahaha!

I enjoyed myself today! Hope that it’s the same for the other 3 It feels so good to be with you peeps!

*Muacks & Hugs*

Happy Birthday Summer! :D

Soooo happy today! Met up with the usual gang of people. OMG! I misssssss u all so much

Managed to surprise our dearest summer today. I had 6 other people coming to the dinner when it’s suppose to be a small gathering between mt, wx and myself

Happy Birthday darling! You know we love you lots! *Muacks*

Mt and wx. My loves~

Toilet is a good place for photo taking. Hoho. Now u know why girls took so long in the toilet

Tada~ Another shot in the toilet.

And again

With HB and PT. HB just look like a little boy after his hair cut la.

With darling PT. Muacks! This was taken at City Hall Spinelli. Woots! Finally we can go there and have fun instead of studying!

XX, PT, me and alien

With my loves~

The whole group of us who were present today. Love you all sooooooo much! I really enjoy being around this group of people. Can’t wait for our next gathering

Happy Birthday summer once again. Hope you enjoyed yourself today. We all love u deep deep k MUACKS!

Happy Mothers’ Day!

Happy mothers’ day to all mums in the world!

Just came back from my erjie’s chalet for mothers’ day celebration and her birthday celebration. I smell of BBQ chicken wings right now.

Anyway, my U900 is OOS Made a reservation for it, and I was told that I will get the handset no later than Wednesday.

After getting my dearest summer’s present and my U900, I’ve got to eat grass for the rest of the month =x

Oh well~ I owe my summer this. Didn’t get her a pressy for her last year birthday. Lol. Looking forward to our tuesday dinner date!

Samsung U900

I’ll be getting this phone tomorrow. It’s gorgeous, the specs are reasonably good and most importantly, the price is only $98 after $100 trade in. Muahahhahaa.

I’ll post more pics of it after getting it tomorrow.

I’m still thinking if I should trade in my beloved N6280. It’s a very reliable phone. Should I keep it as a back-up phone?

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Meet up with sandra, joyce and xiuhui yesterday night. It has been soooooooooo long since I last saw xh. Was so tempted not to go for the outing yesterday cos I was super tired after my NJC event. But I’m glad that I went to meet the girls. We had fun in Kbox

Meet up again soon k! And xh, i wanna see u there also!

Anyway, I was so shock (in a good way) to see my 小潘潘 in NJC. Apparently, he was there to give the NJC pupils a talk on our Chinese faculty. It’s really such a coincident to meet him there. He made my day! I just love my 小潘潘 la!

Hoho

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On a darker tone………

I’ve gain 2kg after exams!!!!!!!!!!!

It’s really OMG la.

2kg….

2kg………

2kg…………………….

D:

OT-ing

No more slacking at work. After shaking legs for 2 days, OT-ing started on my 3rd day of work.

Lol. But seriously, I prefer busy to slacking in office. There’s really a lot of things to learn in events. 台上一分钟，台下十年功 does not only refer to performing artist. All the stage you’ve seen, all the rundown, equipment needed, manpower….. all these got to be planned before the performance can even take place.

There’s so much to learn!

Whee!

旅行

我希望，在大学的四年中，至少要与朋友们一同出国旅游一次。

哪里都好，重要的是朋友的陪伴与旅行的经验。

我们……一起出国吧！

For this aim, I shall really start saving now (and cut down on my shopping =x ). Aim to save at least 2k to 2.5k during these 3 months of work. It can be done, provided that I have enough self-discipline not to over spend.

Call me stingy pei from now onwards =x

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Just saw the events calendar today, all of my june and july saturdays are burnt. Some sundays as well.

Oh well, I can already foresee that I’ll be working like mad for the next few months. And some scoldings to come along with it. Lol. But I’m getting excited

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I’m feeling a little bit irritated by something right now. I feel that I’m being pressurized to do that particular something. And yes, I didn’t say no to it. This is exactly what I mean by

“自己” 的声音十分容易被忽视，因为我们已经太习惯用别人的声音将它盖过。每做一件事，每时每刻都在想像别人的眼光。

我听见了“自己”的声音，但我还是选择用别人的声音将它盖过，因为我更在乎别人的眼光。

现在的自己，就活在别人的声音之下。

*唉*

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重读了自己写的一些东西，发现自己其实是个一直很想以乐观角度看世界的悲观者。呵。

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Tagggggged. By my darling mt.

As tagged in my darling mt blog latest entry, and me being quite bored now, I shall reply to this

Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
Used to hope to get married right after graduation. But, since no one wants me now, I think that plan got to be stalled for quite a while.

2. What is your plan 5years down the road?
Venture into whatever area that I am interested in

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Ah ha~ Rome, Venice, Egypt

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
One dream only ar? So stingy

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Nope. I am too practical for this sort of thoughts.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Didn’t think of this question before…

7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
Pay all my school fees, start shopping like mad, and then save the rest (Aiyah, it won’t happen anyway. I never have any 横财运)

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Given my personality now, no, I won’t. But who knows, if I’m out of my mind one day, I may do that.

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Noisy, a bit siao ding dong, loves to pon lessons… OOPS. Did it say 3 good points? Lol.

10.What is your dream guy?!
wah piang, now my 行情 already not very good le, I shan’t state any more 条件 to tighten my selections of guys (u know i’m kidding )

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?

Those who know me will know — people who are late without valid reasons (my patience will start to wear off after 30mins). But this won’t make me hate one person la, at most it’ll just pissed the hell out of me =x

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
I don’t think of unrealist questions.

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
When I’ve experienced it, I’ll update this post again (if i ever remember that I’ve said this before la)

14. Any wisdom to share with your readers?
HA. Not in any position to share any wisdom.

15. If there’s ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
Erm, I shall leave this heavy responsibility to all our NS men >.<

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Too realistic and too pessimistic

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
mt, wx, pt… but then again, most probably wont be all. One needs to have their own little space ya =)

18. What’s your weakest point?
I don’t know what’s my weakest point. I think that makes it my weakest point.

19. Think of the person who tagged you to do this quiz. What song do you relate him/her to?
Can relate her to many songs la, she’s the 金曲天后 whenever we go to ktv

20. What is the one thing you regret most?
Too much of impulse buys? If not because of that, I’ll most prob be damn rich. Lol. But for most of the times, I’ll try not to regret any decision I’ve made. I’ll feel better.

Tag~

I shall give all of u a break, I wouldn’t tag anyone. But if you are too bored, u can just copy this set of questions over

p/s i never change any of the questions. Too lazy to think of a new one =x

rotting away…

又度过了另一个懒懒的下午。

读着别人的blog，玩一玩Viwawa的Sushido，玩闷了就拿本小说出来阅读……一天就这么过去了。

我想，我已经可以成为“宅女”的代言人了吧。没有必要的话，我也不会想要踏出家门一步。呵呵，我是一个困在年轻人身体内的老人啊

说到阅读，真的很久很久很久很久不曾拿起一本小说，静静地将它读完。读书，曾经是我最爱做的事之一。不知怎么的，它慢慢地滑出生活外，它的位置无形中已被电脑占据。今天终于找回了沉浸在文字中，那种单纯的放松与享受。我这个“宅女的一天”，也可以算是有收获了吧

今天，其实还是有事要忙的。下个月的editorials已经进来了，我连档案都还没打开来看，纵然如此，我依然决定放自己一天的假。在连续忙了将近五个星期，这么一天，不过分吧。

你在office不是很闲空吗？可以在office做啊。

对啊。整个星期五在office就是摇脚、拍蚊子等放工。但，我现在在office的身份不是translator，而是events assistant（或是其他任何的名称。总之工作性质类似就对了）。因此，我不能在office做翻译的工作，免得又要给人说闲话

既然不能在office做，当然是带回家咯。但是，看在薪水也是领两份的面子上，我还是会将份内的事给做好。

But I seriously hate office politics. Or whatever politics that concern me. Damn. I know what I’m experiencing as a part-timer is the very minimal. But still… damn.

最不喜欢长大的一个原因就是，不能再单纯的看世界。你可以坚持“人性本善”，但是在社会中教会你的是，不要那么天真，对自己绝对没有好处。

天真一些不好吗？

好，很好。人就是要天真一些才容易快乐。

我会习惯这些politics吗？说真的，我并不想习惯它们。“习惯”这两个字很可怕，习惯了politics后，以后的我是否会变成我现在所厌恶的人？

纵使是如此，我仍然非常庆幸我在学生时期就有机会接触到events。这是很难得的机会，虽然这工作的附属品是我厌恶的，但是，我会把握这别人求都求不来的学习经验。

而且，有了这经验，会让我更加珍惜在学校，当着学生的生活。

Look on the bright side.

调整自己的心态，就连难以忍受的politics也似乎成了一个学习的对象。

这应该就是我想要的吧。

randomness

My loots from PG Mall has finally reached me after waiting for them for 2 months

Still got more loots on their way to my house… Bought too much during the exams period >.<

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好久没过这么慵懒的一个下午。今天想的不是不该做什么（因为要读书），而是想着该做什么。想着想着，其实也好像什么也没想一般，身体自己想做什么，就由它去了。

大脑开心地对我说：“谢谢你让我有机会休息！”

不客气。我想，除了考试时期外，其余时间你也蛮闲空的嘛，稍稍用你久一些就要来跟我抗议了。

我哪有抗议啊！人家只不过是跟你道个谢罢了，不要误会。

好啦，逗你的啦。

我也是！

呵呵，人无聊的时候还真的是什么都做的出啊……

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我希望，在大学的四年中，至少要与朋友们一同出国旅游一次。

哪里都好，重要的是朋友的陪伴与旅行的经验。

我们……一起出国吧！

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虽然已经考完试，但是，读了阿信的对天底下莘莘学子的“鼓励文”，仍然觉得十分窝心。阿信真的好可爱啊！呵呵！*擦口水*

後來，我發現，我恨的不是考試。我討厭的是那個不想面對而充滿不安的自己。

这或许是真的。从来没从这方面考虑过我对考试的怨恨。*笑*

无论如何，既然现在已经考完试，就好好地休息、玩乐，将体力补到最足，为下个学期做好准备吧！

考完试的第二天

Now I am beginning to understand how 革命的第二天 feels like. After all the hectic period for reports, assignments, presentations, exams has ended, life is suddenly meaningless. Life is back to the normal routine. The importance of the notes that I’ve been feeding on for the past few weeks had suddenly vanished.

Lol. But I welcome this sort of meaningless feeling la. It’s been so long since I can use my lappy without having pangs of guilt attacking me

Going to start work tomorrow. A bit reluctant though. I’m suppose to be at the zoo having fun with all the others tomorrow I wanna go..

Exams ended on 30 apr, today is a public holiday and I’ll be starting work tomorrow. 4 Aug will be the start of the new sem, and I’ll be working till 3Aug. Totally no rest period

But working till 3 Aug is my choice la, who ask me to be a money slave so responsible? There’s an event on 1-3 Aug, and I wanna end my work properly. *cough*

Oh ya. And I cut my hair again. So much for saying that I wanna grow it

The 1st reaction that my niece saw me was, “A yi, u look like boy boy now!”

Ting, this is call cute okie!

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