解脱
Finally. Exams are officially over.
I want outings!!!! man man, pt, cl, bs, xx, wx, mt, sandra and alllllllll the others~~~~ I want outings!!!! 
My brain is like one whole patch of glue now. I can neither think nor speak straight now. But, 4+hours of sleep for 2 days (I win u bs 
)… I am very proud of myself for staying conscious till now
***Edit***
I realised that I need to thank quite a lot of people who accompanied me through this super horrendous exam period. You know who u are right, man man, pt, cl and bs. (And my sis for the red bulls she got me. And my mum for all the 鸡汤 she made specially for me ) Lol. Love u all! Muacks~
Red bull, the miracle water
It’s 5.32am. This is really the 1st time in my whole study life that I mug through the night 
I don’t understand why I need to study until so cham for this sem 
Oh well, my brain is overload with information. I’m just praying hard that what I’ve memorized thru the night won’t go missing at the last moment.
Surviving on my 2nd can of red bull.
In another 45 mins, I’m gonna get out of my house.
In another 3.5 hours, I’m gonna sit for HC150.
In another 6 hours, I’m gonna be free from exams for 3 months!
Yosh!
dead-ed and dying
HC301 HC350 today was horrible. Die liao la. All the papers for this sem all sooo chui It’s gonna pull my already-not-very-high GPA down *cry*
But then, my xiao pan pan is as cute as ever. After he finished collecting the papers, the 1st thing he said to me was, “不要想太多，你明天还有考试”
I think he’s trying to comfort me. So cute right
Anyway, I’m going to bed now. Going to mug through the night. I still got a lot to go for HC150 >.<
hc350
I am awake right now.
Yes, of course I know you know that I am awake right now (If not, who’s the one typing this la =.=|||)
The thing that you do not know is, I am awake is not because that I have not go to bed. I am awake right now is because that I woke up to revise for my HC350.
I can already sense my doom.
Die liao la. How how how?
*shoooooooooom back to the notes*
dead
Dead. I am so dead.
HC350 paper in less than 24 hours. I’m still walking in the mist.
HC150 paper in less than 48 hours. I’ve not start memorizing it.
Someone just kill me please D:
Last mugging session for the sem
We spent another afternoon till late evening at Spinelli (again).
Call us the “twins”. Muahahahahaha. Same sweater!
These 2 men accompanied us through the mugging period.
Thanks a lot, and all the best for the your HC342 and HC313
mugging session + mayday concert
Yes, it’s another mugging session. Managed to get god and alien out to mug together. But both of them think that they never achieved much during the session…………. But but but… people here think that I achieved quite a lot leh. At least I got my notes sorted out nicely, and a direction for studying. I’m like walking in the mist for the past 2 days
Anyway, after around 5 hours of mugging with the 2 “unearthly beings” (quoted from my darling pt ), I met up with sis to go for Mayday concert
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五月天： 回到地球表面演唱会
评价：15/10
一场很震撼十足的演唱会。身为周杰伦迷的我也不得不承认，这场五月天演唱会的气氛实在是比周董演唱会的气氛好得太多了。
一开场，一首《抓狂》已经让全场气愤high到不行。但是，一high还有一high high（呵呵，我能这么用吧？因为真的是如此 ），演唱会的气氛随着时间的过去越来越高昂。
歌迷们随着阿信、怪兽、石头、玛莎与冠佑，一起大合唱，一起疯狂尖叫，一起high到猛跳，气氛真的是好到不行。
阿信静静地唱着《洋葱》时的感动；那五的大男孩（在台上的他们，感觉真的像男孩多于男人:P ）一起唱、一起玩的《恋爱ing》、《我又初恋了》、《垃圾车》等等等歌曲的超high气氛；其他的四位成员为玛沙唱生日歌的友谊见证……这些都让歌迷们无法自拔地越来越爱这五个男人。
没有亲身体验，不会理解这种感觉。这就是所谓的 “只可意会，不可言传” 吧。我的字，根本无法表达那种，歌迷眼中只有偶像，疯狂地与偶像同欢的感觉。真的，不在现场，绝对不会理解我在说什么。
那种疯狂，很感人。
不同于今年1月30日，周杰伦的演唱会，这一次，我的身份并不属于“疯狂歌迷”。所买的票是最便宜（SGD79）的，坐的位置是室内体育场的上端。通常会坐在那儿的人，都不会是疯狂歌迷（但是，我是因没钱买才会坐在那里）。坐在楼上，纵使有多少的热情，在那么冷静的环境，还真的是不好意思释放出来。我是很想很想很想能够下去与真正的歌迷们一起疯、一起为五月天的所有团员尖叫。
但是，这一次换换身份，感觉还真的很不同。
所坐的位置能俯视整个室内体育场。能看见整个舞台。能看见底下所有的歌迷们。能看见他们为五月天的疯狂。能看见五月天为他们买力的演出。
五月天没有夸张绚丽的服装，大多穿的都是T-shirt和牛仔裤，最多再配件外套。他们给观众的是最简单、最真实的享受。
如果今天我是坐在底下的歌迷之一，我想，我最爱的部分应该是最high的那个部分。但是，今天我不是。所以今天的感受很奇特。
我最喜欢的部分其实是开场不久就唱的《一千个世纪》，还有就是石头为他的小宝宝所作的《咿呀呀》。这两首歌曲都是我第一次听见，但是不知道为什么，这两首歌都让我湿了眼眶。很感动。真的很感动。
在这场摇滚演唱会，我是感受到了那股非常激昂的感受，但是我感受到更多的感动。
我感动着歌迷们的那股疯狂。我感动着那五个男人对音乐、对表演的那股热诚。我感动着那种没有太多装饰，但仍然能将无限感动带给大家的那股感觉。
4月26日，五月天回到地球表面演唱会，少了很多的疯狂，多了很多的感动。
4月26日，五月天第一场的回到地球表面演唱会，成功！
another mugging session…
Mugging with darling pt (But this was taken last week la, didn’t take any photos today)
Table filled with notes..
Time passed exceptionally fast today. One moment the sky is still bright, another moment, it’s evening. We had dinner at around 9pm today. Love love the company today
Time really flies when we are with the correct person(s) at the correct place, doing the correct thing
逼问一个人的心情的心情
突然发现，我其实还蛮八卦的。我喜欢知道其他人的心情，喜欢知道他们在想什么，我喜欢试着了解另一个人。那让我有种莫名（或是虚假）的亲切感与满足感。
前几天在与几位朋友读书的时候就合力 “逼问” 了另一个好朋友（我可以称你为“好朋友” 吧？希望我没有在抬举我自己）的心情。因为他的人实在是太好了，好到没有人会不喜欢他，也好到让我有种忍不住想对他撒撒娇（确实也会蛮经常对他撒娇 =x），捉弄捉弄他的感觉。而他也会十分配合地捧场。呵呵。
话说回来，认识他应该有将近一年了吧，居然连他不爽的样子都没有见过。那也真是太神奇了。因为他至少已经看见我发了两次飙。所以真的非常好奇，他的脾气真的这么好吗？
与朋友共同努力问到最后还是问不出一个所以然。但是，谈话间，最初的目的好像也不怎么重要了，因为与那两位朋友的距离似乎又拉近了几毫里。这样就够了。
“逼问” 一个人的心情的心情，在不伤害到对方的前提之下，其实还挺好玩的
p/s alright, isn’t it obvious that I don’t have the “feel” to mug. Argh. Blogging is such a good excuse for not studying =.=|||
Back to the books! Time is never too much for pan lao shi modules ><
p/p/s it’s actually not that difficult to write in chinese leh. but then again, does this contribute to my 文艺气息? Like didn’t also hor… and i think i’ll be scaring a lot of my friends off =x oh well~
一个人（其实）也很好
一个人的生命不应该围着另一个人的生命绕。
那人一开始的谎言、欺骗，到最后发现你的发现时的道歉，接着请求你的原谅。这不是因为他爱你，是因为他发现到最后可能只剩下你还愿意陪伴在他的身边。
一个人其实也可以过得很好。身边是少了一个人，可是，你可以不必再承受这些不必要的辛苦。
看见你的难过，你身边的人没有一个不会觉得不舍与愤怒。
两个人的世界到一个人的孤独再到享受一个人的时光，并不容易，但是能做到。
别人说，劝和不劝离。我知道，但不认同。
说的总是比做的容易。别人可以觉得你傻，为何知道自己会把自己伤得伤痕累累，还是不顾一切让自己沉浸在其中。我也是“别人”之一。但是“别人”并不等于“自己”。“别人”永远无法真正了解你的感受与心情。自己的感情，自己做主。
无论如何，你只要知道，当你需要安慰的时候，我会在这里等着你。
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很多时候，我们生活的步伐是太匆忙了。赶着上课；赶着回家；赶着做很多很多的事。连放慢脚步的时间都似乎是奢侈的。
我们有什么时候是与自己相处的？即使单独在列车上、 在步行时，我们很多时候不是睡觉，就是读书，不然就是将MP3塞到耳中。这看似是把外界的声音隔开，好让我们有机会可以活在自己的小世界中。可是，在把外界的声音隔开的同时，我们又是活在了 “其他的别人” 的声音之中 — 听着歌者的演唱，读着作者的思绪。
“自己” 是有声音的。可是 “自己” 的声音十分容易被忽视，因为我们已经太习惯用别人的声音将它盖过。每做一件事，每时每刻都在想像别人的眼光。
“我做得对不对？”
“我说的这句话好像不太合适……”
“我这么做会不会让人赞赏/讨厌/让人在背后说闲话？”
就一天，就这么一天，不要管别人的感受，让自己有机会聆听 “自己” 的声音。听一听 “自己” 想说的话。
就这么一天，不要活在别人的期待、影子之下。
就这么一天，让 “自己” 的心有机会沉淀。
就这么一天，让 “自己” 有机会活过来。
就这么一天，让 “自己” 在爱人之前，先与 “自己” 谈场恋爱。
“就这么一天”， 这感觉也不赖，不是吗？
:(
HC301 today is no good. I totally have no idea on what am I writing. I’m not even sure if I’m going on the correct track
Studied for 2 days. Slept at 5am to revise, jumped out of bed at 745am to revise more. But these doesn’t seems to help.
2 more papers to go. Yosh!
stresssssss…
Back from mugging session.
My head feels so heavy with all the 文本 and 赏析. Don’t feel like bathing because I’m gonna start mugging straight after bathing… BUT, it’s not as if I have a choice or what la.. I just asked my sis to buy me 2 cans of Red Bull to last me through the night.
Bin and PT say I should have enough sleep before the papers, so that I wouldn’t understand the questions wrongly. But I don’t even have enough information to write, so what if i can read the qns correctly
But thanks for being so sweet! Love the man and my darling pt always la!
stress…
After 2 papers, this is the 1st time I feel that I’m having exams. Damn. I can’t seems to finish my readings D:
cam-whore
On my way to town to meet my dear sandra.
With my sandra darling *muacks!*
We had dinner at Secret Receipe…
Cesar Salad. NICE. muhahahaha
My beef lasagne………………………… Disappointing
Chilled Strawberry Cheesecake. This is not too bad
Alright~ Happy 21st birthday, gh. Hope u enjoyed the dinner 
Me, sandra and joyce darling took super lots of photos in the toilet. Muahahahahaha. There’s full length mirror and the lightings is so nice! Can’t help it la
Today is a good day for cam-whoring. Hohohoho.
(And yes, u caught me red-handed for not studying during my exam period AGAIN )
pei is happy!
Pei is happy!
I’m feeling good. Not too sure about the reason thou.
Spent 30mins walking back home today. The weather is good. Wind is blowing. The road is empty. The world is quiet. It feels good. Up to some extent, yes, I am anti-social love being alone. There’s no need to think of what to say, there’s no need to fear that what u say may offend others or what-so-ever. It’s relaxing. It’s good to spend sometime with yourself.
Anyway, hc805 exam today is not bad. Bin is such a dearie lor. His role today is 送分童子. I memorize the 作词人 of all the songs because of him. And ah hao also benefit from bin’s note. BUT. The big BUT is here. Bin neither memorize the 作词人 nor his notes well. And in the end, all this came out =.=
But Bin, 好人有好报 okie. Let me have a higher GPA. Thanks darling. Hoho =x
I’ve also realized that my blog is lacking of 文艺气息 la, so many people (eg. Bin, zhongliang and a lot others from 中文系) are blogging in Chinese…………………….
I shall start writing something in Chinese in the near future…. (IF i can find the motivation)
202 is over!
Yea! 202 is finally over! Even though I’m like writing rubbish throughout the paper……… BUT! MT darling said “what is done is done”. True la. I shall start panicking when the results are about to release.
But then, my xiao pan pan is really such a dearie leh. He was like going round and round to tell people the correct way of answering Q2. So sweeeeeeet!
Time to mug for HC805. I haven’t start mugging la. Unless u can consider listening to the songs as part of studying, then, yes, I am studying right now.
sansan had cravings for pizza~ So I called pizza hut for delivery. Waiting for it’s arrival now =9
***DINNER IS HERE!***
13″ Hawaiian with stuff crust + 12 pieces starry munchies + 4 pieces chicken wings
Starry Munchies + Chicken Wings!
Stuffed crust! Hmm, but i think it’s very normal leh. Can’t even really taste the cheese.. Maybe it’s cold already
But anyway, thank you sansan for the dinner! WooHoo!
Super full right now
I (heart) my mama :D
My mum bought these for me to accompany me through my study period. Totally love her
Gloomy sky. It was actually raining already, just couldn’t see the rain drops from this photo.
And the sky has cleared
Okie back to the notes that can put me to sleep in 5 mins ><
Anyway, yes JiaXin darling, u are disturbing my “self-denial stage” lor… evil jiaxin
and everyone should really start praying that our xiao pan pan will be lenient in his marking ><
加油 everyone!
