03.31.08
Random
My Jay concert tshirt! 
It only cost $25! Woohoo~ Even though I’ve waited around one month for it’s arrival. But it’s worth it la, so no complains
Something more interesting I’ve wore recently. I’m too into jeans + tshirt nowadays =x
A super yummy vegetarian salad prawn!
My tomyam! Super nice. Sorry that it look a bit ugly =x was eating halfway then I remembered that I should take picture of it. But it is still super nice hor! Both this and the salad prawn were my lunch last Friday and they could be found at Fortune Centre I keep craving for the tom yam ever since my mt darling brought me there
Today’s lunch! Even though I had Mc hot fudge sundae & doughnut factory double chocolate in school some snacks before coming home.
Hope that this will make you happy
Ya la ya la, i know this post is super random =.=
Alrighty~ that’s all for now~
03.30.08
胡思乱想
天气闷热。人，懒懒的，什么都不想做。不想 online shop，不想玩 World of Warcraft，不想做功课，不想做 editorials，不想读小说，甚至连漫画也激不起任何兴趣。
在什么都不想做的情况之下，胡思乱想似乎是个很好打发时间的方法。
什么是爱情？怎么样才算是爱情？
时时刻刻都惦记着对方，希望知道他在做什么，吃饱了没，工作累不累等等等等等，这就是爱情了吗？
我不知道，真的不知道。谈过的两次恋爱都没有让我对 “爱” 有更深的理解。
二姐说：“你会知道他就是你要走一辈子的人。”
“你会知道”。这四个字我都懂，但是拼凑在一起的意思很玄。我实在不知道我会不会有知道的那一天。
是摩羯座的关系吗？摩羯座的人过于理性，是不容易疯狂的人。他们太过于现实，不够乐观，固执，又是个人利己主义的信奉者。这样的人，真的能找到爱情吗？
当我看见朋友能在知道自己可能受伤害的情况之下，还是不顾一切地愿意爱一次，我觉得她傻，但是却也十分羡慕她有这种勇气为自己的幸福努力。
我不曾期待过童话故事般的爱情，也不认为自己会拥有童话故事般的爱情。我不喜欢听承诺，因为我不喜欢有承诺破灭的那一天到来。我不喜欢给予承诺，因为我根本不知道自己是否有能力完成它。
我不怎么喜欢有希望，也不习惯有希望，因为我更不喜欢失望。我宁愿悲观一些，然后在发现事情其实没有那么糟糕的时候，才怪自己为什么要那么悲观，搞得自己那么辛苦。但是至少知道事情没有我想象中惨的时候，我会开心一些，这样也就够了。这样比起失望，好多了。
是的，我就是这么样的一个人，想得太多，而且凡事都往最糟的方面想。
我知道，若不想这么多，生活可能会变得更轻松快活些。但是，若不想这么多，被伤害的机率也会大幅度提升。
我的自我保护的意识很强，因此爱我的人很辛苦。
我不喜欢完全地打开心房后的那种脆弱感，因此心房从不愿意为任何一个人完全的打开。
在事隔九个月后，我很想谢谢那曾经真正爱过我的人。我知道我真的伤害了你，时间应该已经将那伤口治好了。真的希望你能幸福。
03.28.08
-to my special someone-
I know this is a very difficult period for u, and u have to pull it through all by yourself. There’s nothing much the others can do except to offer you their love and concern.
My heart ache when I saw your tears.
My heart ache when I see u acting strong when u are not.
My heart ache when I see u not in ur usual cheerful self.
I love u lots, so do all the others. 加油! I have absolute faith in you that you CAN and u WILL get over this period.
I’ll always be here if u need me.
*hugs*
yesterdaytodaytomorrow
Watch 
with des today. Okokokok, I know it’s been in the cinema for quite sometime already, but people here no time to watch ma. School is turning me into a mountain tortoise 
Anyway, back to the movie. I quite like the movie, though des kept complaining that it was far too simple, it did not enough suspense, and it did not enough twist to the story blablabla. But it’s a children story la, how complicated you want it to be? Sometimes, watching a brainless simple movie can be more enjoyable than a complicated one
I’ve fulfilled 2 of my junk-food-craving yesterday! I had Mc sundae + fries for snack after lecture today, and had LJS for dinner! Luckily I have my mt to share my fats for the sundae and fries, I’m really turning into a pig very soon =p
Because of all the junk food I had eaten, I’ve decided to walk home from tanah merah mrt station today. Took me around 20mins to reach home, but I do enjoy the process of walking home alone. The weather is cooling. The streets are quiet. It feels that I’m the only person around. It’s nice, really, even though I do not feel one bit healthier after the walk =x
Anyway, I’ve just finish bathing, hair is still wet. I can already foresee that I’ll have a bad hair day tomorrow ><
Hmmm, I’ve just realised that my “yesterday” “today” and “tomorrow” always merge with each other. It’s because most of the time when I’m writing, it’s past 12am. Technically speaking, after 12am, it’s a new day, and everything that happened “today” should become “yesterday”, and things that are going to happen “tomorrow” should be happening “today” 
*blur* In whatever case, in my context, things happened from the time I’m awake till the time I go to bed, it will be considered as “today” yea! case close!
03.27.08
Feed the piggy!
I really get hungry very easily these few weeks leh. Ate super lot today.
I had breakfast at home -> Mc breakfast in school -> lormaigai for lunch-> tea -> charsiew bao (proudly sponsored by mr neo =D) -> heavy dinner
and now hor, i’m like super hungry again la! How how how how how? Does stress got something to do with it? But, in the past, I won’t have appetite for anything when I’m stress leh. How come now become like that! ><
The worst thing is, I have craving for junk food! Had Mc many days in a row, I’m still craving for KFC original chicken, LJS salsa cheese, Mc sundae, chips, sweet drinks…………… And this list of super unhealthy + fattening food can go on forever D:
Anyway, I shall change the topic right now, just in case I give in to my cravings and call for delivery 
Alrighty~ Finally handed in my HC202 report. Even though the more times i read through, the more changes i think we need to do, I’ve decided to close one eye and hand in the report. Anyway, it’s not like we really have a choice to choose whether we want to make any more changes or not. The assignment had to be hand-written, we don’t have the time and effort to rewrite anything (excuses again) :\
Oh well, what is done is done. Even though there were quite a lot of loop holes that we actually missed out D: ~but~ i shall pretend that all these loop holes did not exist, at least for now.We shall work harder for the qns and ans session next next week ><
Anyway, I’m left with 19 days to my 1st paper.Haven’t start revising yet! In fact, all my notes for every modules are still in a mess! Die liao la! D:
*okie let me 发挥 my 鸵鸟精神! I shall convince myself that I don’t have anything to worry about for these 2 days. I want to eat snake la!!*
Chant:
*Idonthaveanythingtoworryabout
Idonthaveanythingtoworryabout
Idonthaveanythingtoworryabout
Idonthaveanythingtoworryabout
Idonthaveanythingtoworryabout
Idonthaveanythingtoworryabout
Idonthaveanythingtoworryabout*
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03.26.08
yea!
woohoo!
Finally finish copying my portion of the HC202 report. Got 7 (single side + leave a line) full pages leh. And I can’t believe that my handwriting remain neat from the start till the end
Time to take a breather. The past 2 weeks were hell. But don’t have the time to really relax lor, answer and question session for this report on 7 Apr. Scared sia~ ><
Directly one more week, it’s time for exams! Time really fly so quickly la! I thought I just started school only. How come exams are so near already
Why so fast? whywhywhywhywhy?
03.23.08
will time pass slower?
I’m sleepy. But i don’t feel like sleeping. Cos by the time i wake up, i need to start doing 202 report D:
Met up with mt and wx today to discuss about the report. In the 4 whole hours, we still have not come up with the complete module list. Damn. DEADline is on this wed. How on earth are we going to finish it? 3 more days to do it. Haiz ><
03.21.08
sleeeeep
Cabal event! Got to sleep earlier tonight. Don’t want to screw up the whole thing tomorrow just because of my blurness.
HC202 report is really killing me. It’s more difficult than expected. There are much more things to sort and compare. I’m so lost
03.20.08
spacing out
Keep spacing out today. Must be due to the lack of sleep la… what else.
Screwed up my presentation today. But oh well, it’s just a pass/fail subject. I don’t think that was bad enough to fail me. So yea~ one thing less on my to-do-list.
Got my HC301 report printed out. Don’t care already. At least I got it done in time. Minus off another thing on my to-do-list. Yea. Sounds good
Went for Cabal event briefing after school, and yesh! I’ve got my pay the moment I step into the office. Muahahahahaha.
Okie, I know I am being very random now. I can’t think straight and my bed has been paging for me since dunno how long ago. I shall be good girl now and attend to it
03.19.08
Happy birthday to mama!
Happy birthday to mama! Love her always
Anyway, I’m so proud of myself for staying conscious till now. I slept at around 3am in the morning and woke up at 530am for school. Had lesson till 930pm (even though i left at 830pm =x). I’m still rushing HC301 report. And I have another 830am lecture tomorrow. Which effectively = waking up at 530am again.
Alright, I shall stop my grumbles and get back to my work. See what time I can tahan until ><
Wheeeeeeee~
03.17.08
-digging own grave in process-
I think I just love to dig my own grave leh. There are so many easier and shorter 文本 around for me to write on, instead, I choose to do 张爱玲《色，戒》.
You say la, am i looking for death or am i looking for death?
Okie, enough grumbles, back to work. If I didn’t get anything out by tonight, I am really as good as dead.
03.16.08
2nd puberty
Gosh. I am eating so much lately and I don’t experience the feeling of being “full”! Like that then die liao la, already gained 1kg from all the snacks I’ve been eating. And I am still feeling hungry after eating all the rubbish food ><
sansan say that I must be going through my 2nd puberty. Well, if I can grow a bit taller, my bust can get a bit bigger… I suppose I don’t mind going through that again!
Anyway, I’ve realised that I really shouldn’t be so relax at this point of time. I had damn lots of things to complete by next week.
Monday: Tutorials + HW111C meeting
Tuesday: Lecture + HC202 report meeting + HC150 make-up lecture (530pm – 930pm D:)
Wednesday: Lectures + HW111C Presentation + Cabal launch event briefing (7pm) + Rush home for mama birthday celebration
Thursday: HC301 report due D:
Friday: Cabal launch = work work = $$
But somehow, I like this feeling of being busy just that i really got to speed up in my report writing. I haven’t even begin writing! And I haven’t do any research on HC202 yet.
Dead.
But happy
03.14.08
Motorola RAZR2 V9
10Mar marked the 21st month of my current phone N6280. And this means that I am eligible for an upgrade of handset! Wheee! Anyway, was out shopping with my sis today and saw this super gorgeous phone!
It’s a bit on the expensive side though >< $238 with 2 year contract… But it’s too pretty to miss! Most prob will get it after I get my pay
And my pay issue is finally settled. The cheque is waiting to be signed, then it will be on it’s way to me =D
Money never fail to make me happy (I am a money slave)
Update:
V9 is $0 at M1 and StarHub! But Singtel is still selling it at $238 D: nooooo. whywhywhywhywhywhywhy!
03.13.08
Instead of doing what I should be doing, I had been doing nothing. Damn. Nothing seems to be going on smoothly for me for the past few weeks. Pay issue had dragged for 2 months and it’s not yet resolve. Yet new eds are here. Should I do? Should I not do? My mind is telling me not to, but I’m still in the midst of doing it. And for the fact that I did not start doing last weekend, I can’t finish by the normal 15-of-every-month deadline. Haiz
HC301 report. Have not start doing. HW111C presentation. Have not start doing. HC202 assignment. Have not start doing. Everything is piling up. Exams are nearing. And I have not start on anything yet. Great.
03.12.08
correr – fly
Let me count, this is the 3rd blog I had. Somehow, I just couldn’t keep one going on for long. Hope this one does. I need something to help me record down things that happen in my life. I need a space to vent my frustration. I need a place to remind myself that happy things happen to me too. (okie, it’s quite obvious that i am not in the best of mood…) But anyway writing a diary is too much of a challenge for me. Thus here come this blog.
English-Spanish
1 fly Verb (a) (quickly) correr
(b) a plane navegar
(c) (of bird etc) volar
2 fly Noun (Zool) mosca
3 fly by Verb (a) correr
(b) (fig) volar
4 fly out Verb (in sense of ‘leave by plane’) volar
5 fly past Verb volar
I wanted volar, but then it’s taken, thus correr it is. Not much special meaning to it. Just think that it sounds good. And it’s also easy to remember, so it’s the name of the blog.
